Am I a bad girlfriend?

What i suggest from the bottom of my heart, what i would want my girlfriend to do is show me this.!!!! Copy this down or something print it out and show it to him. I would love that my girlfriend show so much concern for me. Just show this to him. You guys told each other to be honest and well the be honest. He really might be hurt at first but who wouldn't? Just show it too him.<3 hopefully he understands okay?! I wish you the best of luck. And don't drink unless your bf is there.