This is about me and my boyfriend, pls help?

He could have joined a kickboxing tournament and needs to prepare for it. He needs to set all priorities of it first. He may have deep issues and needs to punch a bag to get it out. He could be seeing another girl and saying he's kickboxing. I would go to the gym or location where he kickboxs and see if he's there and I know that means you don't trust him if you do it. Its only going to get worse with all your what ifs. I know many women and men do the same things you're doing about their unstable relationship. Sometimes we forget we need private time. Don't talk to him. Just let it go for now. Don't talk to other friends of his to find out whats going on. I know its hard to do it. Being silent and away from him will allow you to see if he really wants you. I know it doesn't sound like you're having any problems but your doubts of him will get the best of you. Don't dwell on it. Just let it go.